It might be time to let my grandma go.
My grandma IS my sense of family. She has been there for my sister and I for years when our mother chose not to be.
She is who my idea of family revolves around.
She is the foundation of my world. Of my childhood. Of my kids' world.
We have been through HELL as she has aged with family drama that is so not worth the effort to explain other than to say that those "family" members tried to cost us time with her for their own selfish needs.
She has pneumonia. I am flying out to where she is any minute.
I FREAKING HATE LIVING IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE.
3 hour drive. A flight BACK to Vancouver, a flight North to Edmonton.
I just need to be there. In a way that I can't explain.
Please pray I have time. Please. That's all I want is time enough to get there. I need the prayers of many.
PLEASE God, please.